I am drunk again, verry.

[keeta]

I am drunk again, verry.

Matt,

There can be an end...and you can make it happen. If you didn't want it to stop, you wouldn't be here, so I believe in you, Matt.
I believe with in you, you have what it will take to make the end of the drinking happen!
One day at a time...hell, one half hour at a time if that is what it takes.

Do you have a lot of alcohol left? Can you stop now....or are you in too deep at this point, and need to keep drinking until it is gone? I know I am that kind of drinker. Can't stop until it is gone....(bad bad thing)

Tomorrow will be better if you can stop now....eat if you can, and start drinking the water to flush your system.

I do care, Matt, and know well how hard it is to beat this damn beast alcohol.

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

you are beautiful. no, don't think i will stop drinking today - just tooo much of a drunk to do that. but your words about tomorrow are so hopefu. and thankyou. Not too sure i won't die from this disease just like my dad. but i really want out of this hell. thankyou so very much for caring. love to you, Matt

[bald headed old guy]

I am drunk again, verry.

Hey, matt, you want to chat for a bit?
BHOG

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

hi guy, thanks for getting in touch. not sure i will ever beat this monster. and you? i have seen you before on the site, and you are generous. did you ever hear from Karl? thanks for caring, Matt

[bald headed old guy]

I am drunk again, verry.

Matt, you can beat this beast. You already had 9 very successful days..9 victories. Now it is time to gear up for another round with Nasty old AL. Now is a real good time to put the bottle down the drain, and get some water in yourself, and get some rest.
9 victories..1 bad battle...hell, sounds like good odds to me that you can do this.
BHOG

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

thanks, mr. old, you sound very simpatico and i appreciate your companionship. Matt

[bald headed old guy]

I am drunk again, verry.

Matt, most if not all of us have been where you are right now..and we all want you to get through this. Have you got food in your place?
BHOG

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

thanks, yes I do have a lot of food.

not sure how i can talk to you without posting my reply on the site. My own email is matthen@att.net

[bald headed old guy]

I am drunk again, verry.

Matt, can you come join us in caht? Like to see you there...we can talk easier that way.
BHOG

[matthen]

I am drunk again, verry.

thanks, how do i get therre?

[bald headed old guy]

I am drunk again, verry.

go up to the top of the screen, you can see a title that read live chat, click on that and a pop down window will come up, click on the new window. give it a try..

[savon19]

I am drunk again, verry.

Well, Matt, it could be worse! It's 8:30 AM right now, and I'm having my first drink. I've been unemployed for a long time (tooo long!) and have gotten into some bad habits. I guess I should say, my bad habits have become Worse.

I know it's weird to drink so early, but I have a system! Drink early (get it over with?), then eat, do stuff around house, then feel better rest of day. Wake up next morning feeling great (no hangover since I didn't drink at night)... Guess you can see the cycle.

But one of the worst things is that I'm TRYING to make a relationship work. BF moved in close to a month ago. He Rarely drinks & doesn't understand. I know he hates it when I drink, yet I still do. I'm risking losing what may be the best relationship of my life... yet I still drink. Will I wake up one morning to find him gone? And then realize it's my fault, but too late to do anything about it??

Self-esteem? What's that??

You did GREAT, btw, to quit for NINE DAYS!! Excellent. :goodjob:

[Cinders]

I am drunk again, verry.

Matten,

Let us know how you are doing today.

I hope you have no alcohol in the house and are trying to stay sober for just today.

Post and let us know.

It is so much better to be sober and start working on staying sober than to climb into the bottle.

Been there done that!!

Love,
Cindi

[keeta]

I am drunk again, verry.

Matt,
I hope today finds you better than yesterday, and that you haven't started drinking yet.
Post and check in, we are all here for you.
I have been exactly where you are now, and am not too far beyond that, but I know if I don't keep trying, the booze will kill me, and I refuse to give up.

lots of love,
K

[QuitinTime]

I am drunk again, verry.

I was also on Thursday

Hi -I'm really new here, :new: and looks like a great place to get some help and companionship while I try and quit drinking for the 100,000 time. I made it 3 days this week until Thursday when I got cocky - and paralyzed. Now I"m paying for it big time.

However I'm determined with the help of God and yourselves I'm going to get thru this to the other side - did it 20 years ago and stayed sober for awhile - it also took about 14 years or so when I did start up again to get to where I am now. WHich is dependent.

Anyway my friend - lets pick ourselves up - shake the dust off - and go for sobriety again - no way I'm touching the stuff today. Hopefully no way for the rest of the weekend either....