hi everyone, im new to this wonderful community ( from everything i have read ) Its time for me to get a handle on my life and stop drinking because I cant handle the stress anymore. Not a good support system for me at home. i do have a therapist but she cant be there all the time. there are many times i get so frustrated and down i could put down a half bottle of vodka in an evening, we all know what happens then. im tired of living this way and want ME back. Its all getting kinda scarry. Thanks for listening.:new:
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Hi Monarch - you sound like me. you can do this. I managed to be 4 days AF last week. whereas before I got here I was non-stop and would wake up in the morning feeling so guilt-ridden and hopeless.
Hang in there - we can do this! go sign in to the drink tracker. it helps me keep on track. and come in here and read or chat or post. that's what i've been trying to do.SuperBernie -
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hi superbernie, maybe im finally going blind but i cant seem to find the drink tracker. where the heck is it. thanksComment
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it's under miscellaneous in the first forum page.SuperBernieComment
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Hi Monarch
I think you came to the right place. And we need you as much as you need us. Talk to us often and tell us any and all details of your experiences. Many of us have had good and bad days, moments. I myself have come to the site when I was so drunk (yes on vodka) that my typing was garbled. Even then, the posts were filled with practical and moral encouragement as how to get through the immediate crisis I was having.
I found this place one morning by the grace of God. I got out of bed, was destroyed, still intoxicated and I said a prayer asking for help. I told myself that I would be dyiing soon if I did not do something. All this is after being in AA, couseling, psychiatrists, etc. for a good number of years.
Well I am right now on day 9 of being sober. I know that in the overall scheme of things that is no big deal, but for US it IS a big deal and quite frankly I am amazed. This nine days comes after several (lots) of 4 or 5 days sober followed by 7 days drunk, even after joining up on this site, MWO. I never had to hold back or hide those slips from these wonderful MWO people (for the first time in my life I have to say). So here I am 9 days sober.
I pray I never take a drink again but if I do -- I will be here the following day asking for support and advice. So glad you found us. God Bless you-- you have a fun ride ahead with us. btw check out the ODAT thread, its lots of fun. Others are much more serious and also extremely valuable. Lots of love to you. .:welcome:
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:welcome: Monarch :new: too
Not a good support system for me at home.
There is a great one here. Just come here and read posts when you think you need to drink.
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Hi Monarch48,
Glad to see that you have decided to take control of AL. We are all trying our hardest to kick his butt and support each other in the process. Have you downoaded the book and started the supp's yet? I have found in my own experience and in the experience of others that our main focus should be to follow the program as outlined. Also, read, learn and post. It is kind of strange to find friends online, but in this environment it is really easy. The ODAT thread is helpful and in many cases very entertaining.
Also, if you need additional help you can always PM someone.
Good Luck!Comment
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Hi Monarch48,
Welcome to the Board. This is a great community filled with lots of wonderful people all ready to help.Comment
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thankyou all for your kind responses. i do feel like im in the right place. i too have gone through many years of drinking (mostly alone). i have been to Drs, Therapy, antidepressants galore and AA, nothing worked for long. i feel this might be my last chance to get it right and i do suddenly feel more hopeful since i logged on. I was thinking about getting one of the starter kits or just the the book and purchasing the kudzu, amino acid etc. myself. suggestions ? thanks again monarch48Comment
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I got my supp's at GNC because I didn't want to wait for them. It seems to be working...Comment
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Hi Monarch
Welcome. You now have the biggest (and bestest) support system you could possibly imagine. As matthen says we need you just as much as you need us.
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You all amazing.
I care for you one and all.
K:h:notes:Theme2be
" Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections but instantly set about remedying them~everyday begin the task anew".-Saint Francis de SalesComment
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Hi monarch :welcome:
So glad you found this site. As everyone has said, there's plenty of support here, so check in as often as you need to.
Look forward to getting to know you.
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I started out with the book and kudzu from Amazon.com. The book led me here, the supplements I found in local stores. If I had it to over again, I think I'd go with the starter kit. I did order the cd's from here. I really think they help, and the general opinion seems to be the kudzu from here is better.
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NF since June 1, 2008
AF since September 28, 2008
DrunkFree since June 1, 2008
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:wings: In memory of MDbiker aka Bear.
5/4/2010 In loving memory of MaryAnne. I pray you've found peace my friend.
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The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.
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This place has been incredible for me. I am on Day 8 AF. I've had some ups and downs, but it is amazing to wake up in the morning without the guilt. Also, I agree with the others that the drink tracker is giving me a little extra motivation. Maybe those of us who are visual need to see our progress. Good to meet you, Monarch.Comment
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