Repeating old patterns

[CS04]

Repeating old patterns

Seacailin, that is how I felt yesterday -- on the 1st day of a new month! (well 2nd) The book is very helpful and is definitely the place to start. I am confused too and sick of starting over, but planning to be AF tonight. Thanks Kate and everyone for all the support. I need and want to be a better person.

[CS04]

Repeating old patterns

UKblonde, sorry to hear that you're hurting. Glad that you are taking steps to do what you feel is right. You've been there for me; I'm here as well if you need to vent.

[Pamina]

Repeating old patterns

Hi CS - I'm pretty new here and wouldn't presume to do much advising as yet. But I've been thru exhaustion and bereavement, and I could only get thru a minimal agenda in that mindfog. You have a baby, depression, bereavement and addiction to deal with. That's a few too many. Support from a professional could be really useful. Are you seeing a therapist? If not, could you find one? Or, could you consider a stint in rehab that would allow you to focus on your issues in a safe environment? Wishing you strength.