I drink 3 liter of beer a day. I work functionally cause I never get hangover. I don?t drink during the day.
My guess is that I drink to reward mysefl. I have a girlfriend and we live together (almost five years now). She doesn?t bothering me about drinking,. She did bother me for the wine and this is why I don?t drink wine in or outside the house. But reading the forum i came across a sentence that a couple of times someone else mentioned to me ?dr Jack and mrs Hide? ,..I do not want to lose her. In my life she is more important than the alchool. We are not having any problem as today. We just got a new bigger house we have two dogs but I don?t want the alchool to influence my life more than it already did. She barely drink but I think her father was an alchoolic maybe that is why she doesn?t bug me that much about it. I do not want to hear from her ?here is mr hide again? it hurts me more than everything
The past week I cut down to 2 liters a day. If I stay a day without drinking i don?t get withdraw or should i say I never felt abnormal if i don?t drink. In the past 3 years I have never been more than two days without drinking though
I am a very sporty guy I do cycling every week end. Or should i say i do it in order to stay out of the house 3-4 hours and reward myself at night . I do 70 kilometer on saturay and 70 on Sunday I feel good and push myself and back home in front on home theatre I reward myself with beer and than food. Nevertheless I like to be fit. In summer time I practice Down Hill.
To make it short I abuse alcohol and this need to stop not just for me but also for the people around me. As today the only person that denunce the problem to me is my mother. When I was drinking wine even my girlfriend.
Will i get withdraw?
I planning to cycle everynight instead of watching movie and drinking beer
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