but up untill now I have the time to start the program and stick to it , I am going for 30 of abstinence and once I have achived that then I will see how to proceed
I am 31 and I started drinking in college and I am one of this guys that from the first zip I was hooked , but it has worsen in the last years I drink on averages 10 beers per day and maybe 15 on the weekends , I am tired of that, 4 years ago I started an internet business wich is very succesfull I run it by myself and I don't have a boss or a time schedule , that for some people would be their dream come true but for me is a nightmare , that has given me more time to drink
I also have anxiety disorders an Panic attacks they have been treated with antidepressant in the past but for some reason I found that to stop a panick attack 4 or 5 beers are much more efective than Prozac that given me an excuse to say that can not quit drinking
Deep in my heart I know this is the best for me , I know I will be more successful on my business , in my love live ( I am alone because of my heavy drinking) and without a doubt in my health , when I drink i take to0 much risk , I smoke wich I hate when I am sober , I gamble wich I wouldnt do if I am sober and many times i end up in bed with very risky girls .
Well that is my story hopefully someone will understand
Best wishes to every one
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