Boy alcohol does a number on you, doesn't it? Did we all start to drink because of insecurities?
Not drunk but, I drank too much again last night... It's an every other day thing lately. I hate what it does to my sleep patterns. I'm tired of having a great productive day and then a rotten one. It feels like on my sober day (the day after I didn't drink so much) I get so much accomplished but by the end of the day I am so anxious, I need a drink to pull me down and then it's off to the restraunt bars to see friends and drink and gab. Then I know why I drink....I can't imagine myself talking to all those people without a drink. I am mucccchhh more interesting with a few drinks consumed. If I could stay home locked in my house, I wouldn't drink....
tired and tired of talking, I wish I could like myself enough to realize, I may be OK without a drink.
BW
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