I used to justify spending money on AL in alsorts of ways and of course just a few ??s for the bus fare to AA or other form of help was out of the Q. Of course the fact I was going bankrupt was nothing to do with the money I was spending on drink - oh no, that was because I was always in low paid jobs which was nothing to do with the fact I was drinking and couldn't perform, motivate myself properly.Oh no, of course not.
Right now........well I had a problem with Sundays which meant Monday-Tuesday were a write off. So I was determined to change that and, well I drank last Saturday instead. Which was OK since I had nothing planned Sunday. Apart from vomiting and missing seeing my family.
What an illness.
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