I'm new here having just read "My Way Out" . . .it seems reasonable and I have an appointment with a doctor on Monday to talk about this, but I'm scared beyond belief, but I'm also anxious because I'm so sick of the life I am leading and living like I'm in a fog all the time. I'm a total bitch a lot of the time and hate my life when I've been drinking. On the rare days when I haven't, my attitude totally changes and I feel completely "on point". I feel helpless over this, but yet AA is not an option (the last time I went, I ran into a co-worker and it was humiliating for both of us) - not to mention, that my schedule just doesn't allow it now that my husband works two jobs . . . I have to be home. So, I spiral. Work, home, drink, sleep. Work, home, drink, sleep . . . I'm soooo tired.
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Hi All,
I'm new here having just read "My Way Out" . . .it seems reasonable and I have an appointment with a doctor on Monday to talk about this, but I'm scared beyond belief, but I'm also anxious because I'm so sick of the life I am leading and living like I'm in a fog all the time. I'm a total bitch a lot of the time and hate my life when I've been drinking. On the rare days when I haven't, my attitude totally changes and I feel completely "on point". I feel helpless over this, but yet AA is not an option (the last time I went, I ran into a co-worker and it was humiliating for both of us) - not to mention, that my schedule just doesn't allow it now that my husband works two jobs . . . I have to be home. So, I spiral. Work, home, drink, sleep. Work, home, drink, sleep . . . I'm soooo tired.Tags: None
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Welcome to the board first of all.
Drinking can damage you in more ways than you; your body, your mind..it turns your way of thinking into a thick fog. I have never been to AA, but I have had great success with this site and all the lovely people here. The support is truly wonderful, and I have nothing but good things to say.
It can be a vicious cycle, and breaking the habit will not be an easy one.
But, we are all here to help and support you.
So, welcome and stay a while.
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Tropixchick,
:welcome:
Yes, I know that spiral all too well. It is horrible.
I hope you find what you need here to help. I have. My life is transformed. It took a long time, a very long time but it finally is.
Good luck and keep on checking in, asking questions, and sharing.
Cindi
ps I go to AA but get more help here than there.AF April 9, 2016
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Hello Tropixchick! Welcome to MWO.....I think the Doctor is a great place to start as it makes it feel all the more real...talking about it will share your load a little...Well done you for taking that step, brver than me!!!! I wish you all the luck and i think you will make friends here to chat to when you need some support. Post again ..lots of love, Bella xxx
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