I found website this morning hungover and looking for a different path. I have been trying to stop drinking for the whole of 2008. I managed the whole of January but then went back to it and every time I try to stop I just go back to it after a few days.
I am really really scared of life without alcohol. I suffer from depression and anxiety and phobias....and I guess I have been self-medicating all my life. I'm 33 now and started drinking at 14. I don't drink much, but I drink most days and the days when I don't drink I am thinking about drinking. Just to take the edge off and shut my brain up for a while.
I am living very far away from home, with few friends. I have a beautiful little daughter, who is 4 and I don't want her to grow up with an alcoholic mummy. But I don't know how to get by without it.
I am embarrassed to post this, but I am in desperate need of some kindness and support.
Thanks for reading.
C
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