I have finally done it this time, due to my drinking I have lost my husband and my 15 year old son has ran away from home. I am sitting here in tears defeated once again. I knew this would happen and yet I let it continue on.
I have been to AA, rehab (on numerous occasions), been on antabuse, you name it and I have been there to no avail. Any of you recall the words in AA that there are some people who are constitutionally incapable of being honest with themselves? I believe I must be one of those persons. I have lost all my reasons for being. There is nothing to do now but give up with whatever grace and dignity I have left.... not that I have any.
I hope this helps someone out there not to be a pathetic fool as I am.
No hope here~
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