sites on Alcoholism and ran into this site. I drink every day usually about a 12-pack or more sometimes hard stuff too. I haven't been able to control the amount I drink or stop at a certain amount. Just keep drinking till I pass out or have to go to bed. I have been missing more days of work. (Usually Mondays) I can't keep this up. It is not good. I am heartened upon finding this site and reading some of the threads. I had my Mother here for 2 weeks and told myself I would behave but I drank the whole time. It made me feel embarrassed but It didn't make me stop. I'm going to get this book and some of the sups. I have always thought there must be a way to get help but really don't want to try AA (nothing against it but not for me)
Well, we'll see. I have beer here now and I don't want to drink it. I hope this is a new beginning for me.
I have know for years that something has to happen or else. I can almost even remember when the daily drinking started and thinking at the time how strange it was.
Please wish me luck as I explore this direction. :new
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