So i feel i'm doing pretty well with staying AF. Although i did have a slip the other day, it's still been really good for me.
I had a fight with my mum today. To cut a long story short, i'm not allowed to stay at home alone incase i drink but my hubby went to work today and i didn't want to stay at my mums house as my baby needs a bath, dinner, the house needs to be cleaned and it will also be far past her bedtime before my hubby comes back to collect us and take us home. SO after a fight he left me and Grace (our baby) home and went off to work. My mother then called to see where we were and i said, we'd had a fight and i'm staying home. Anyway, she keeps saying that i'm a liar and i have done nothing but lie and lie about drink and can't be trusted. She says it to me on a daily basis which honestly makes me feel like Sh*t.
As i see it, I'm not a 'liar' as such. I'm a good person. I have never lied about anything other then drink so being called a liar so much is really hurting me and making me mad. I do admit i have lied about drink but i see myself more as untrustworthy where drink is invloved. How many people here have lied and said, they haven't had a drink, or i've only had 1 glass or there is no drink in the house when we have drunk, drunk more then 1 glass and have hidden bottles around the house..... Do you think it's ok and acceptable to be called a liar? Or is it more that we're untrustworthy?
It's just driving me crazy. Will i ever get rid of this lier tag that's attached to me? Is it ok for her to do this to me and make me feel like this? I made the wrong choices but i'm AF now and changing my life.
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