I really feel like hell because I promised myself that I would start a new week of sobriety after my last week of drunkenness. And I made it until about 9:00 and I said ?the hell with it? and I went to get another bottle of wine. NOT ONLY THAT I already had one bottle in the fridge. But I knew that when I cracked that 1st bottle, it wouldn?t be enough.
I wonder if I?ll ever enjoy life again, like YOU?.
I sit in this ridiculously small apartment, I have a mattress on the floor in front of the TV and that?s it. (well I have a dish and a fork too, and some clothes)
And I spin over, well, life,
And I hate to admit it but ?Comfortably Numb? works?.
And I hate the fact that comfortably numb works?.
Thank you for letting me share that?
Joe??
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