Well i'm proud to say that i'm still sober! It's been over a week! I've stopped counting the days like i used to so maybe it's 10 + but i don't really know! Everything SEEMS to be going great, i'm having NOOOOOO cravings and NNNNNOOOOOOOO voices telling me one will be ok. Thank goodness! I've really stopped thinking about drink and the only time i think of it is when i see someone drinking it and i'm like eeewwww and get shivers! I have a feeling that this will not last and the more i think i've made it, relax and let my gaurd down, it'll creep back in. I'm aware of what AL disease does now!!!!
I'm still around tho, i stopped posting cause i was always so negitive and thought people would see my name and be like, here we go again ect ect. I also felt that me answering peoples posts while i was messing up and doing crap was a bit hypicritical so i just wanted to lay low and grab a hold of my life and the reasons why i needed to do this.
Sorry for not talking but i'm still here and i'm wishing and praying for EVERYONE!!
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