Day 15! Yay! I haven't gone 15 days in months. I'm quite pleased with myself.
Trouble is, I am feeling kaput. As in, simply getting out of the chair requires energy I don't have. The dishes are going undone. I'm not bothering to shower. My place is a disaster. I just feel BEAT. I even have books checked out from the library that I really want to "read" (they're mostly artsy/craftsy books), but even that seems to require more oooomph than I have. I have all sorts of projects (some even enjoyable) I could be working on, but, again, I don't have the oooomph to bother. I'm eating fairly well (a bit short on protein, but I don't have a dime for food (or anything else) until next Friday). I am taking the MWO vitamins fairly consistently. My thyroids are in check (I do take hypothyroid meds.) Still, I just am feeling so incredibly exhausted. (This is how I feel when I'm PMSing, but I am not PMSing, as I just finished the MSing. ) I am sleeping far too much. I am in bed by 8 or 9 at night (sometimes earlier) and I nap during the day (I really feel like I have to!). I keep thinking that I'll get my energy back--at least SOME energy--but I don't. It's driving me nuts. All I want to do is curl up in the chair and sit or go back to bed. I just hate feeling this way.
Does anyone have any tips? Will it pass? Surely it will, but shouldn't it have passed by now?
Thanks, guys! You are all so wonderfully supportive. I am so thankful for this community, because I really have nowhere else to turn.
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