Well i totally screwed up! I drunk, got a little pissed and my parents told my husband and took my child away. In the heat of things me and my mum fought, i slapped her ect she did the same, my dad got called a duggie which he is and shit has hit the fan. I need to sort myself out, i need help but i need my baby with me. oh my god, i'm sooooo screwed and upset. Life isn't worth this anymore.
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Life is worth everything. Get yourself well first and the rest will follow. Lots of people here to help you through the rough times. Good luck. -
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Though it may not seem so, life is always worth it.
I tried the last resort once. I really meant to die.
I was at the lowest ebb off my life...I just didn't care any more.
Things always change, and when they can't get any worse, they must get better.
They did for me, and they will for you.
There is a dim light at the end of the seemingly endless tunnel, and it will get brighter and brighter.
Stay with us MichelleComment
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(((LilMichelle)))
Hang in there hon! With some time and soberness you can come up with a gameplan to stop such things happening again. :lComment
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I am sorry for your struggles Michelle. Time to pick yourself up by the bootstraps and FIGHT. The Demon wants us dead. Do not let that happen to you. I have been told that Anything that I put before my sobriety, I will lose. It has happened to me numerous times. I lost my children for close to 2 years because of the Beast. Back on track woman. You are worth it.:l"Decide-Which Voice in Your Head you Can Keep Alive" (Shinedown)Comment
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im not a femme but i do wish you well.lil.get yourself state and the rest will follow gyco my prayers are with youComment
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Michelle -
Thinking of you and your little one. Get well and get the little one back. The babe will keep you on track now that you know how bad it can be.
Prayers, kisses and hugs,
- FigiComment
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I've got the baby back. My mum and dad took her from me. I was at there house when this all happened. I was so cruel to my dad and me and my mum started slapping each other. Oh my god!Comment
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Time to start working on you now. What happened at your parents house and with them taking the baby away is a good indication that your issue with alcohol seriously needs to be addressed.
My eldest lives with me part time and her father part time. When he went to court and got a court order against me - it was ordered that I get alcohol counselling and prove to the courts that my act was all cleaned up before I could see her again.
It was the most agonizing time in my life. I kept going back to the bottle because of the sadness, but I did end up cleaning up my life and she has been back in my life since. I am far from perfect in this AF life, but things are much better once I admitted I had a problem.
You don't want to go there. Trust me. It was the worse 5 months of my life. I had never felt emptier in all my life.
Listen to me when I say this and pardon my french. Alcohol isn't fucking worth it, Michelle. Your little baby needs you and needs you to do whatever it takes to get this under control.
God, I just hate the shit. It destroys the lives of many. It is hard work to turn your life around, but you are worth it and that little person needs you.Comment
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Excellent post AFM. Michelle, you have a lot to fight for.Enlightened by MWOComment
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