Yesterday had a rough day i felt so low in myself tired and stress out i really thought to myself if i have a drink it will all disappear. Anyway was talking to my hubby in the evening i could smell that beer from his mouth made me he walk out the kitchen and left his can of beer on the side, i could not help myself but i had to smell it. For that split moment i really wanted to run out side that front door and go to the shops and buy my self some AL. But there is this other side of me that is strong at the moment that said NO. So we all had dinner and afterwards watch a disney film called snowbuddies with my daughter had a bowl of ice cream which i enjoyed and had a nice cup of hot tea.
The good thing is i can remember the film and my conversation that i said to everyone AND TODAY I HAVE A CLEAR HEAD.
TODAY is another day but i know if i had that drink today would be a very foggy anding day for me. yes it does feel good to see clear.
Take care all mwo people.
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