Well, after my biggest screw up sooo far, i've pulled myself back up again and honestly can not let this happen ever again.
I faced my mum and dad and i wrote letters to them both from the heart. They both forgive me but it'll take time for this to just go away. We're good tho.
I work alongside my mum so we're always ALWAYS together. I don't think it is healthy. I've felt this way for a long time now but it's finally time for me to do something about it. I'm applying for lots of jobs. I'm on my supplments again. I'm feeling really positive which i lost after the wedding. Loving being sober again, day 3!. I want 30 days under my belt and i WILL get it this time.
Love you all XXX
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