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[Chelle12]

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S***E... and now my gums are playing up again.

Gah.

Oh, God... If anyone else out there is drinking and depressed tonight - PLEASE post...

[Chelle12]

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Boss.man;442178 wrote: Chelle, he probably has a phone. Maybe it wouldn't hurt to call him, and tell him what you feel for him.

Hi Boss,
He's under sedation at the mo, so probably is in cloud cuckoo land... best place, I spose since he's in so much pain.
Even though my parents and sister are visiting him tonight, I doubt very much tht he'd even be aware they were there.
Im saying prayers for him andIm going to write my aunty a letter..maybe I wont post it too soon, but Im writing it and will post it in the days/weeks to come.

[Forever]

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Not on your own

Chelle

I'm drinking and depressed. Don't exactly know how this will help you.....apart from the fact sometimes it's good to know you are not the only one.

I read a lot, seldom post. I feel for your current situation.

Hang in there kiddo.:h

[Chelle12]

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Aw Hi, O2M
Good to see you.
Yeah... if you dont laugh, you cry, right?
And you know what Im gonna do now dont you, to keep mesef busy? YEP, Im gonna CLEAN. My utility room (didnt even know I had one, lol) is bloody filthy and needs a good scrubbing... so the marigolds are coming a back on.

Hi Forever
Just to know that there's someone else out there like me actually helps me.. Please post more, Id love to hear more about you

[Chelle12]

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one2many;442210 wrote: Jaysus Chelle you must have a motor in your arse, i WISH i was like that!

Ah, it keeps me busy
And mebbes will give me a skeleton key to pick the lock when i get to Heaven

[Guest]

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this is for you Chelle...[ame=

]YouTube - Joan Armatrading - Willow (Live in the Studio)[/ame]

[Forever]

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Hi Forever
Just to know that there's someone else out there like me actually helps me.. Please post more, Id love to hear more about you
Back again (against my better judgement!). You may have looked up my initial posts by now. I got totally wasted a few weeks ago and my ex had to climb in a window to get in to visit our kids. I was humiliated and disgusted at the time, and I kicked the Al habit for about a week. However, now I'm back in the same old rut. I'm finding it so hard.

On top of that, picked a stupid name like "forever"! lol. Crumbs, couldn't I have come up with something better?

Today has been a vodka/wine binge. Not good at all. Got the book, got the supps, gotta get my arse into gear.

[Forever]

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Back again (against my better judgement!). You may have looked up my initial posts by now. I got totally wasted a few weeks ago and my ex had to climb in a window to get in to visit our kids. I was humiliated and disgusted at the time, and I kicked the Al habit for about a week. However, now I'm back in the same old rut. I'm finding it so hard.

On top of that, picked a stupid name like "forever"! lol. Crumbs, couldn't I have come up with something better?

Today has been a vodka/wine binge. Not good at all. Got the book, got the supps, gotta get my arse into gear.[/QUOTE]

[Chelle12]

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Hey, Limers... nice video.. ta Im chillin now listening to it with me marigolds on..

Hi Forever... Mixing wine with vodka? havent done that for a while... usually mix my wine with more wine and then go out an get some more...
The off-licence guy today, said "Hi again!" (ahem... I was there yesterday..) and when I left he was like "see you tomorrow!" Jeeez... SO transparent am I.

Anyhoo.... no news from hospital yet, so Im back in my utility room cleaning... and trying to keep my youngest Sammy's head out from the disenfectant bucket

Its hard to type with rubber gloves on...! LOL

[GoodAsGold]

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Chelle you are a hoot! Sorry to hear about your uncle, got me thinkin about mine. He died a few years back. My mum, his sis, was the only one with him at the time. She left him to get a cuppa, phoned me. Then phoned again minutes later to say that he'd slipped away while we were on the phone.

Happened to me a few years before that - was holding the hand of a dying woman i worked for (i'm a carer, a much better one when i'm sober) her husbnd went upstairs for a pee after sitting beside her for hours, & that's when she slipped away! Dear guy, didn't have the heart to tell him so fudged it a bit...

Methinks tho... could it be that they need us to let them go, dying people? Of course my instinct would be to be close by but, now i think i'd keep popping out, not be too close, not hold on just for me

Maybe you're in just the right place chelle (marigolds, in the utility room - sounds like a game of Cluedo!) with him in spirit

Forever - good to hear from you. L O V E your name. Keep talkin

I'm on 2nd glass of red, hopin to stick to just the one bottle 2nite (almost 2 yesterday) Sups arrived & CDs to day = soon...

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Chelle - I too wish you would send some inspiration across to clean! I hate housework - 3 kids and a husband and a normal size (UK 3 bed house) means it gets very dirty and untidy! I need some OCD to come my way and I really don't mean that in an unkind way as I have spent time in hosp with those that suffer!
Chelle please try to take care of yourself and sending you love and warmth.
Forever - good to hear from you!
lol evie:h

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Thank you for this post,
Since I came to MYO, I've gone from drinking every other night, to stretches of 3-5 days AF. I'm drinking right now, but I am really getting so much better. I ordered antabuse, and cant wait till it comes. I'm getting better, and don't feel so ashamed now. Thank you for the outlet guys.
MM

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GoodasGold- LOL at the "Cluedo" reference...! Well, Im now 'In the dining room, with the candlestick.."
And Im most definitely Miss Scarlett...

Montana Mom - Dont makethe same mistake I did and DRINK when you're on it.. I ended up in the A&E on a Saturday night... NOT the best of weekends that was.
For some reason I thought it would be 'funny' to see what would happen ifI had a glass of wine,but one glass led to two then the whole bottle within 30 mins.
Antabuse WORKS... and I wish I was still on it... cos you literally CANNOT drink whilst on it.

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Well.. I just finished my second bottle,and no word from the hospital to find out how my uncle is.
Just as well I guess,.. so I can sleep it off and find out in the morning.

Going to makea cup of tea and have a toblerone and go to bed.

Life.... and a toblerone... it can be done.

[GoodAsGold]

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Love chelle, have a GOOD kip

Love all tonight, keep safe, keep strong! keep safe xxx