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[BecomingMeAtLast]

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anon,

Ok, I see your computer keeps bumping you off. Are you on a laptop? Can you try a different browser? I'm still here.

Be

[BecomingMeAtLast]

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my computer wouldn't let me on chat, either. I had to use my laptop.

[cymru]

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Your being very honest, and that is a great first step anon. Theres no point in lying to yourself or a computer screen eh?
Ill be here to speak to you soon.

[brittzak]

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Anon, I PM'd you as well......stick around, we are all here to help...pour the booze out if you can...switch to some water...

[brittzak]

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chat let me enter, but is VERY slow

[BecomingMeAtLast]

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anon,

I know you don't know me, nor I you, but I can promise you one thing. I will not judge you. I am only here to support you as others have supported me. There have been times I've poured my heart out on this forum. And each time someone has been there to help me. I know you're in a bad place and I admire your honesty.

I have a drinking problem, too. That's why I'm here. I could tell you stories about my drinking that you wouldn't believe. Please let me know you're ok. PM, chat, here. It doesn't matter. I agree with britt. Pour the sh** out if you can.

Becoming

[lil.michelle]

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Hey hun,
Slips happen. It's so easy when you slip to feel like you have no will power and to think 'what's the point' BUT this is just part of the process. You want to be sober so get back on the wagon. Grit those teeth hun, it's hard but it's worth it. You CAN and WILL do this!

[anon]

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Poured rest away. Computer will not let me do the chat thing! It could be me. feel bad but better if you know what I mean. speak tommorrow.
Anon

[startingover]

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Hi anon, well done!
My pc wont let me chat either.
Know what you mean about the conflicting feelings, you will feel brighter soon.
Night night

[cymru]

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make sure your back tmr anon. take care.

[brittzak]

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Good on you Anon and poring it out!!!!! Drink some water...sips if that is all you can stomach....I am very proud of you for pouring it out. I know that was very hard to do.

[anon]

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Better today no hangover but so dissapointed with myself.
Off for a long run and hope to make an AA meeting tonight.
Thanks for the support I feel I do not deserve it so Ashamed

[startingover]

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No more shame, thats a negative useless emotion.
Work on getting better, put all your energy into that.
Exercise will help you loads as will AA.
Good on you for pouring the drink out.
Stay close anon, it really does help.

[Seto]

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Hi Anon
Just been reading your thread and wanted to say well done to you. I felt desperate like you yesterday and can totally relate to you. The people on here are great!! Great idea about going for a run, sweat AL right out of your system. I usually find going to the gym and pounding the treadmill therapeutic. Lets keep this up. Maybe we could take one day at a time together. XXX

[1967]

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omg becomingmeatlast.. i think i would be afraid to write the list u mentioned.
hm.
maybe i should try tonight.
i'm facing my demons and it's a not so pretty picture.
this weekend was a reality check for me. i do need the support of this site. it helps a lot. it was pretty easy for me to stop drinking actually but the ugliness of the addiction is there.. waiting for me. no doubt about it.