Now, I am at about 24 hours AF and taking the supplements and feeling quite well - had one little patch of physical itch but nothing much and it passed. Now my mind is saying - oh you feel good - you can have one or two glasses of wine. Yeah right - never could before - couldn't yesterday - why could I today?
This is going to be a battle of the wills - mine and the beast. I have never examined my drinking habits and reasons for drinking before. However, unless I get even a little drunk it will not satisfy my beast and even then I have to keep drinking to maintain it.
I choose not today and will worry about tomorrow then. The beast loses today......I won't even say I hope....I am in control even if I have to chew off my arm or start carving wood sculptures in the backyard.
Will post tomorrow unless I freak out later....
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