I go all week drink free but the weekend hits and I will drink about a half bottle of Vodka each night. I may do it 3 times at times. I don't feel a great pull to drink on my work days but find myself asking if this is a problem.
I have been doing this for years and I am in the mid 40 area of life. The amount has increased the last few years and I must admit at times I feel like shit the next day from it. I have a CDL so I never drink and drive as I it would cost me a good job, but I seem to drink at home more and alone if the wife is out. I also find I hide it from my wife if I go over a bit.
I just wounder what it would be like to give it up and if it holds me back on other things in life. And what it would be like without it in my life? Would love some input.
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