Well, you couldn't be as lazy as I was yesterday. Me cooking a hamburger was the most energetic thing I did. You can probably figure out I was NOT AF!
Drunk dialing is the WORST!! Apparently I had a conversation with a gf, since she left me message saying we had gotten cut off --- which I don't remember, of course.
This isn't Good. To say the least...
I have GOT to get my act together. What happens is that if you drink, you feel disgusted at yourself, leading to low self-esteem which in turn sets you up to Drink to distract yourself from feeling disgusted with low self-esteem... Vicious circle!!
Then if you do stop for a while, you (ME) start to feel better about yourself, thinking that you can handle a few drinks and you Deserve it after all for going X days AF...
And that I'm not working means I can schedule drinking pretty much anytime I get the hankering!!
OMG.
Back to the drawing board... again!
You all have a super Sunday - hope you're doing well.
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