ODAT - Thursday!

[dingbat]

ODAT - Thursday!

savvy's not logged on anymore. Dang!

[BecomingMeAtLast]

ODAT - Thursday!

savvy,

I'm thinking of you, please take care of yourself and try not to do anything rash.
I'm sorry you're hurting right now. That's a tough situation to be in. :l
Be

[BecomingMeAtLast]

ODAT - Thursday!

Let's PM her, ok?

[universal]

ODAT - Thursday!

Good plan BE......

[JAMMS]

ODAT - Thursday!

Sav-I wish I had an answer for you, my thoughts are with you today. :l

I'm back to day #1.Drank to much last night. Feel like crap.:upset:

[akgirl]

ODAT - Thursday!

Jamms, don't beat yourself up. We've all been there. Just don't give up.

Isn't it weird how we know we are going to feel like crap but do it anyways? I mean really, you would think something inside would keep us from doing it....like hitting ourself with a hammer, we wouldn't do that intentionally. I hate the beast, he is very tricky.

:l
Ak

[New Day]

ODAT - Thursday!

Hello all. I wasn't going to post, but Savvy, I wanted to let you know my thoughts are with you too. ... and I also agree with dingbat re not calling (especially if you've been drinking!).
Uni ---- well done by fighting off the urges last night. You did better than me!

I had a plan all worked out re going out to one of our favourite restaurants.... I was going to be driving and meeting my husband and a friend there because hubby had a meeting and wouldn't be able to get home on time to pick me up. I though "perfect... I won't have a choice ... no drinking and driving is my rule". Just before leaving, he comes home ... surprise! ... his meeting was cancelled, so he could drive me. So I joined them having a cocktail and then wine. Why isn't I couldn't leave it at that like they did? ... no, .... I had to come home an open a bottle! Stupid me.

So I feel like crap today and I even had a tennis match to play ... and my game suffered for it, so I feel doubly crappy and mad at myself.

You all seem to be doing so well, I feel like an utter failure compared to you all.:upset:

[kaponium]

ODAT - Thursday!

Forgive yourself ND, hold your head high - and - as is yhour name here - remember IT IS A NEW DAY! Only you can make it a SOBER one! All very best

[akgirl]

ODAT - Thursday!

New Day;486164 wrote: You all seem to be doing so well, I feel like an utter failure compared to you all.:upset:

You are NOT a failure. This is a tough battle and we will have set backs. If you get too mad at yourself and then you might quit trying. This is a tough time of year. Just start over....a million times if you have to. Heck, I'm only on day 4 and thats only because of the antabuse. I couldn't do it the other way. If I had been in your shoes I might have too, just because of the comradery and friendship. Maybe next time try ordering (without them knowing) something AF.

Don't be to hard on yourself
:l
Ak

[New Day]

ODAT - Thursday!

Thanks Kaponium --- today will DEFINITELY be a sober one! ... and tomorrow as well .. ODAT.

[New Day]

ODAT - Thursday!

Hi AK --- guess we cross posted! Thanks to you as well. I don't worry about anyone knowing I've ordered an AF drink ... I just wish I could do it! When everyone's having a drink at dinner, I've never been able not to. I find it easier at a party when everyone's just milling about, but with a wonderful meal I find it too hard to pass up. I've got to work on changing this desire.
Tonight I'm home alone though (and another usual drinking time), but not tonight.:thanks:

[kaponium]

ODAT - Thursday!

That's the bloody ticket, ND - Just LOVE your attitude, you ROCK!!!!!

[New Day]

ODAT - Thursday!

Kaponium --- see you're from N.Z. .... love your country. Have only visited it twice ... and quite a few years ago. My friend who lived there was transferred to Australia about 10 years ago, so that's where I visit her now. .... but I must say N.Z. is special! No snakes! ... a such beautiful scenery!

[JAMMS]

ODAT - Thursday!

ND - I'm in the same boat as you, we really can't beat ourselves up. We will move on, we are strong.:l

AKgirl-:thanks: for your support. It means alot. Just was pissed that I drank on an AF day. I'm geting over it easier than I usually would because of everyone here at MWO. :goodjob: