Today is day 3 completley AF & its been 6 days since I have had more that one glass of wine, this is probaby the best I have been in 18 months since my drinking got out of hand.
I am optomistic but also realistic, I know I might slip up but for now, for the last 3 days I have been sucessfull, I want to hold on to that .
I wanted to drink tonight so badly, kept trying to justify in my mind that I could get a bottle of wine & " have just one glass" who am I kidding. but instead I came on line & it helped, I didnt evan go & do my grocery shopping cause I knew I would end buying a bottle of bubbly. instead I went & got some thing nice for tea & sat down & watched a favorite movie.
But tomorrow worries me, sunday is my troublesome day, I used to start drinking about 3.30 in the afternoon as a treat, some treat that was, I would end up drinking two bottle's of bubbly & wake having to start my working week so disapointed in my self.
I hope I can be as stong tomorrow as I was tonight, I think if I can get through the next couple of days I have a shot at spending December AF.
Bessed Be
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I am optomistic but also realistic, I know I might slip up but for now, for the last 3 days I have been sucessfull, I want to hold on to that .
I wanted to drink tonight so badly, kept trying to justify in my mind that I could get a bottle of wine & " have just one glass" who am I kidding. but instead I came on line & it helped, I didnt evan go & do my grocery shopping cause I knew I would end buying a bottle of bubbly. instead I went & got some thing nice for tea & sat down & watched a favorite movie.
But tomorrow worries me, sunday is my troublesome day, I used to start drinking about 3.30 in the afternoon as a treat, some treat that was, I would end up drinking two bottle's of bubbly & wake having to start my working week so disapointed in my self.
I hope I can be as stong tomorrow as I was tonight, I think if I can get through the next couple of days I have a shot at spending December AF.
Bessed Be
XX
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