I somehow missed a day, thought yesterday was day 12, which today would have been day 13, the same day I gave in on last time, was determined to get past today. Well, I got to thinking and was counting the days since my last slip, I even looked at my old posts to find out what day I started day 1 again and guess what today is day 14. I know its not a huge deal, but I am excited I made it past day 13. The temptation wasn't even bad yesterday, even though my husband and his friends were drinking. So now I just need to keep going one day at a time.
One other thing I am coming to terms with is this, I always said I did not like to feel buzzed, apparently though, I did why else would I keep drinking until I was. I would also drink to get a buzz at parties, so I would be more talkative, I'm usually the one who will wait till someone talks to me. So this may sound silly, but when the beast tries to convince me to moderate, I tell myself why, what is one glass of wine or one beer going to do, nothing, so why bother.I don't ever want to be that person again. I am really starting to like the new me!
Have a Happy AF Saturday!
Twosox :l
One other thing I am coming to terms with is this, I always said I did not like to feel buzzed, apparently though, I did why else would I keep drinking until I was. I would also drink to get a buzz at parties, so I would be more talkative, I'm usually the one who will wait till someone talks to me. So this may sound silly, but when the beast tries to convince me to moderate, I tell myself why, what is one glass of wine or one beer going to do, nothing, so why bother.I don't ever want to be that person again. I am really starting to like the new me!
Have a Happy AF Saturday!
Twosox :l
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