Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

[Jas56]

Last night was not a good night - have been sort of maintaining/abstaining - trying to get over my demons. Lay offs are coming and DH is worried......so we both took in far too much AL.

So once again the hopelessness, sadness is upon me. I feel total despair right now.

[LookingToGrow]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

Hi Jas! Do you want to chat?

[Evie.Lou]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

Times are tough.we need to stick together and LOVE each other thru. PM me, if I can help.

[Jas56]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

Thanks Evie & Looking to Grow. I am here. What do you do when your whole world is crumbling?

[Beaches]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

Hang on Jas and know that it will and has to get better, especially if that is what you want.

[sunshine_gg]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

Hey Jas,
just hang in there. Times are tough all around but it WILL get better - history has proven that. Please don't despair - today is another day, and so is tomorrow.

Here if you need to talk.

[BecomingMeAtLast]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

jas,

I grew up very poor and have a memory I'll never forget. I had two older brothers and they were hungry so they made peanut butter sandwiches. My mom came home from work (we had no dad) and I remember her screaming at them because now there would be no bread for lunch sandwiches for the rest of the week for us. We were all so scared and crying.

We made it. It can be so hard and scary. You will too, you'll make it. Drinking won't help, I can promise you that, hun. :l

Be

[Jas56]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

Thanks everyone! I am proud that we did not drink last night - only cried and talked......

Of course today is Friday and DH wants me to go get a bottle and I basically said that if we do then the pure despair is so much more after a night of binging - which is exactly what we do...there doesn't seem to be a happy medium.....

Be - we grew up poor too as did DH but we have been doing rather well and were looking at the retirement package which would be locked in 9 yrs. He has been there all his life....along with the retirement package would come dental benefits, etc. - it just seems so unfair!

Gia, Sunshine & Beaches - thanks for the thoughts. I am going to pull myself together and go do a workout - I am sure that will help.

[BecomingMeAtLast]

Fell off the wagon - DH might lose his job.

Jas,

This is for you :l

...and this is for your DH :l

Be :h