Hello everyone I just wanted to chime in for support because I need it. Over the past couple of months, I went to rehab and had been doing well. I had one drink during that time on Day 38 and then went on for a few more days without alcohol. That changed this week as I had a couple of bad days and started drinking again. I feel like the pits and guilty but I;m not letting that be a reason for me to drink.
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Hi dbrown,
Sounds like you have done terriby well already and possibly finding it difficult now that you are over that magic number - for me it's 30 days plus and wondering how to handle it.
There is lots of support here so just sending you out positive vibes on a Friday night
Hoping you decide what is best for you
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Thanks Bandit. Today reading on this site has helped me tremendously and has given me the strength to continue to fight.D Brown
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Good for you dbrow,
Not sure why this week was hard for you. I know a lot of people find it hard being the week before Christmas but if you are posting here, sounds like you already know that it is time for a fresh start?
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Hi there Dbrown, you sound like a strong person who has just fallen by the wayside slightly...use this as a learning experience, you know its where you dont want to be, and you know you can do it..
Use the support here, like Bandy says, Christmas can be a hard time for those of us wanting to abstain, but together we can do it. Stay close, keep reading and posting...as you know it really does help.Living now and not just existing since 9th July 2008
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Hi db
Nice to have you here. I did the same thing last summer; drank on day 38. It is usually stress or anger that sets me off. I am now past day 38 AF. You can do it again, and beat your old record. Let us know how we can help."Decide-Which Voice in Your Head you Can Keep Alive" (Shinedown)Comment
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Hey dbrown!
Nice to meet you. I'm sorry you're going through a rough patch. It sounds like you're a strong person and I hope to read more of your posts. Stick with us and let us know how you're doing, okay?
Take care, :l
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