It's not much compared to what most have you have been able to go through lately ...... you're all doing so well staying AF and racking up those numbers...... but I had to tell you how elated I am at having hosted a huge party tonight and stayed AF for most of it. It lasted for over 8 hours and for the first 6 I didn't have any AL. My SIL was the first to notice I wasn't drinking and really made a point of it. It was funny, because the more she said I needed to switch to AL, the more I didn't want to. I really just wanted to get all the food out and then put away while sober. I think I understand know why I dreaded hosting these parties before .... it's such an effort pulling it off when you've had too much to drink! So tonight was fun and worth all the effort I put into it.
Yes, I sucumbed at the end, but not to the extent I would have prior to MWO! So, rather than a baby step, tonight was a HUGE step for me. Little by little, I'm learning and appreciating how to be AF.:l
Yes, I sucumbed at the end, but not to the extent I would have prior to MWO! So, rather than a baby step, tonight was a HUGE step for me. Little by little, I'm learning and appreciating how to be AF.:l
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