FEELING WEAK ALREADY - DAY 2 ='(

[gyco]

FEELING WEAK ALREADY - DAY 2 ='(

hi lil M,your doin a great job,i had to be hospitalised the last time,my drinking got to the point where i told my wife how i could hurt her,i didnt and probably wouldnt,i think,i wanted to share with you how bad it can get,my boy was 13 and had to drive 8 miles home,i almost killed both of them,i ran a stop sighn,tht was 10 years ago,i drove home one night from a party almost killed my wife,sister inlaw who was a bitch and my self i missed a trans port by inches,and the worst of all i had to do apoligise to the bitch cause my bro was offended,she fooled around him,i was right,that hurt.last but not least,life isnt so tuff now is it,youll make it kid hang in there,think positive is the only way to be, i forgot you can always commit yourself into a treatment center,gyco

[Sue Ellen]

FEELING WEAK ALREADY - DAY 2 ='(

Michelle - everyone has posted such wonderful advice above - I'm on day 5 today and it has been really hard - have spring cleaned the house like you but now feel that I DESERVE that glass of wine!!!! However, I keep my thoughts on my last horrific, degrading, shameful hangover and try to get out as much as possible. Be strong - you can do this!

[lil.michelle]

FEELING WEAK ALREADY - DAY 2 ='(

Gyco ~ i know this sounds silly but you've helped me soooooooo much. I'm sitting here, honestly, wanting to pull my hair out, i'm also on a diet even tho i weigh only 8 stone 10 ponds (size 8 UK) cause i'm MADE to feel fat. I guess i've really just had enough. It's so hard. I'm so hungry, tired and fed up. Like i said to someone else, you know, i just wanted to have 1 bath in peace, no child pulling at my hair, putting her fingers in my mouth, throwing stuff in the bath, screaming to join me... JUst a 10 min bath MAX and the fight with my hubby was unreal. I'm a good person damn it. I'm a good wife, i sit here everyday waiting for hubby to come home, house is clean ect ect My child is sooo amazing, well behaved... why? BECAUSE OF ME yet i'm soo alone. I'm sorry for this crap. I know i go up and down like superman but i just want a cuddle and some love to show me that YES i'm doing an ok job, no, you're not so fat ect ect

[dlw]

FEELING WEAK ALREADY - DAY 2 ='(

When you can't stand the idea of taking it one day at a time- try for 1 hour at a time, and if that is to much to absorb, go for 30 minutes. and break it down more if the 30 minute window is to long- The first days are the hardest, and the ones that you will forget the quickest when you hit some of your future goals. Stay close by our group of friends, we are here for you!