strawberrytints, when I was trying to think of a name for myself to use on this site, I glimpsed my daughters art work. Strawberrytints. It sounded positive light and fun, but more importantly it reminded me of my girls and how much I love them and how I have got to get myself sorted out not only for me but for them. I do not want to ruin their childhood because of my drinking. I am waiting on the starter kit to arrive and have stopped drinking since new years eve. I have found thinking of my children happiness the trigger for me not to go near the drink cupboard and the fact that help (via MWO) is on the way. I have found this site to be a great help already. I too, did not feel that I could get help from my doctor or AA for fear of my children being taken away from me. They are my life, and I already feel in control and it is so nice to wake up in the morning and know that I had not yelled at them or made their little faces sad. I used to put them to bed and say what was the best part of your day today, and hoped that they could find something to say, instead of, " you made us sad", now I hope I can continue to say each night before going to sleep," what was the best part of my day". It has to be that I didn't have any wine today.
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