im not new here posted a few times over the yrs but now ive hit totally rock bottom if i dont get a grip of my drinking then im out of this family forever with no where to go or live ,belive u me im not feeling sorry for my self I CAUSED ALL THIS PAIN but my hubby brought my mother in to this who i have kept at a distance nearly all my grown up life as i wasnt treated good by her as a child !!! she layed in to me on xmas eve and xmas day then the next day she had left before i returned home from work good for me as i did not want to see her i brought up a lot of stuff she didnt want to hear on them days and she turned around and called me a liar, as if i would lie about my demon child hood grrrrr. hes backing her corner even though he knows how i feel about her what the hell do i do ive never been so down not like this got all the supps and books i need to read now hes looked at them and is laughing at them he says its all down to will power "is it" i dont think so HE DOES know IM AN ACLCOHLIC BUT
ive told him i need his support but where is it
by the way i was in a bad relationship for 13 yrs before i met him and my mother never helped being so controling in my life, ive just been married for over 2 yrs and got his kids at home i do not see my own as he moved out over a yr ago lives 4 hours away and i miss him
yes im still drinking! well monday i will give it a go at giving up but hes watching me like a hawk and im walking around on egg shells
does this make sence to anyone he now wants me to see some shrink about me getting so aggressive when i drink which i do and i dont know y i do it
thats all for now
thanks for listening:upset:
ive told him i need his support but where is it
by the way i was in a bad relationship for 13 yrs before i met him and my mother never helped being so controling in my life, ive just been married for over 2 yrs and got his kids at home i do not see my own as he moved out over a yr ago lives 4 hours away and i miss him
yes im still drinking! well monday i will give it a go at giving up but hes watching me like a hawk and im walking around on egg shells
does this make sence to anyone he now wants me to see some shrink about me getting so aggressive when i drink which i do and i dont know y i do it
thats all for now
thanks for listening:upset:
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