The hardest thing that I am facing right now is the extreme change that I am going to face.
Most of my closest friends drink. My relatives drink. All of the activities that I partake in involve drinking. I guess I'm scared to make such a drastic change. I'm afraid of having my life completely empty until I can find may way to sobriety. I have been a drunk for so long that everything in my life has attached itself directly or indirectly to alchohol. My father is a dry drunk. He stopped about 25 years ago but since then he has been mostly a miserable SOB. I'm afraid I will end up like that.
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