I did a lot of thinking yesterday and on how

[mya]

I NEED to change my life.
Today is Day one and it's going great!
I have to do this not only for me but for my family.
I had very unsettling thoughts yesterday about how my family would be better off without me and that really scared me, I have never thought that way before. I had only left my home once from Thurs until yesterday.

Today is the start of the new me and the new life I am going to have with my hubby and kids.

[LookingToGrow]

I did a lot of thinking yesterday and on how

MYA
Welcome to the rest of your life! :h

[A Work in Progress]

I did a lot of thinking yesterday and on how

That's good Mya... hang on to your determination and do NOT allow yourself to get into any sort of mind games or arguments about drinking... OK? One foot in front of the other.... Read the "tool box" thread...

[universal]

I did a lot of thinking yesterday and on how

Mya - good for you! You can do this and it sounds like you have found the determination to do so.

Take care of yourself!

[keepwalking]

I did a lot of thinking yesterday and on how

:welcome: whats your plan mya, lots of help and support here, you can do it x

[mya]

I did a lot of thinking yesterday and on how

My plan is:
I going to take not drinking one day at a time I really need to get 30 days under my belt.
Spend more time with my kids and hubby.
Exercise everyday even if its just a short walk in the morning and afternoon.
I really want to stay AF and I know it's going to be hard even now that we are taking our oldest to Vegas for her 21st in April, I have never been AF in Vegas, that is when I started drinking again last year, in Vegas I did moderation very good only had a few drinks every night, it seemed to get out of hand the last couple of months.

[Rags]

I did a lot of thinking yesterday and on how

Dear mya,
I will be right there with you.