Hi, All! Day 9 for some, unfortunately, not for me. I hit a bump yesterday and caved. I feel awful about it. I am going to try to learn from it though, and I WILL get back on track. What I learned was that it wasn't worth it. Absolutely wasn't. I am definitely not ready to mod. I am feeling like crap this morning. It's kind of a nice reminder though. I realize that I used to wake up feeling this way nearly every day. Not a good thing.
I got on here last night and read all these posts of you friends that were struggling. I wish I had posted instead of giving in.
I don't know if I'll "start over" on the counting. I might just stop counting and just keep marking AF days on my calendar. If a day isn't marked, I can subtract if I need to have a total number of days to mark an achievement for myself. Starting over at DAY 1 would feel too much like a defeat, and I need to feel positive.
Hope you all have a good day!
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