:drama:
I can't take this anymore! After the first dozen calls Friday i started drinking again. Today she emailed me at my job! Horrid shit--I could get fired for this! She needs to get into an institution or something but that is not my "job" it is my fathers....it would take a court case anyway. So here I sit--I have a big glass of wine--a HUGE one--tipsily writing you all. I just want to pass out and go to bed.
My family is so screwed up because of her--she is in total denial--even after interventions, hospitalizations, rehab, near-death experiences. She revises history/reality and is always the "victim"...everybody is wrong, she is right, but she is hateful to everyone and we spent our lives tiptoeing around and enabling to lesson the shit.
My poor husband is beside himself--he is so sweet and innocent--does not understand this. My children are bemused. My father is a wreck. My brothers and sisters are divided--there are eight of us with varying opinions. My mother is SO manipulative and mean--always has been--but now we are supposed to believe she is ILL? Bull! She is plain mean.
:upset: I am going to take a bath and crawl under the covers and hide from the SUCKY reality of life right now. Or, as Mommie Dearest said last night--she should have aborted me when she had the chance.
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