My Father is Dying...and its killing me.
My dad was never one to show his emotions, except when drinking, and didn't care for it in others. There was always a rift between him and my brother, until just before he died.
That rift extended to me when I wouldn't see eye to eye with him! But before he died I hugged him goodbye even though at the time, I didn't know he would die the next day of heart failure. March 4th will be 5 years since his death.
There are things I miss, and there are things I don't miss ! Take from that what you will.
I am so sorry for what you are going through. I only share this with you in the hope that it might help in some way, otherwise I unfortunatley have some of my dad's bad habit of keeping stuff to myself, until I drink.
I regret not going through all of that sober. Sober would have been much better.
Take care sorry for such a long post !
kit
My dad was never one to show his emotions, except when drinking, and didn't care for it in others. There was always a rift between him and my brother, until just before he died.
That rift extended to me when I wouldn't see eye to eye with him! But before he died I hugged him goodbye even though at the time, I didn't know he would die the next day of heart failure. March 4th will be 5 years since his death.
There are things I miss, and there are things I don't miss ! Take from that what you will.
I am so sorry for what you are going through. I only share this with you in the hope that it might help in some way, otherwise I unfortunatley have some of my dad's bad habit of keeping stuff to myself, until I drink.
I regret not going through all of that sober. Sober would have been much better.
Take care sorry for such a long post !
kit
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