How's everyone doing? I finished Day 7 yesterday - perhaps I should rephrase: ONE WEEK AF.
Yes, I'm happy about that. But I know the risk of over-confidence! I know that I'm not "in the clear" by a long shot. I know that I simply can't buy it, have it in my house. Not now, maybe not ever?
I have to admit that I'm feeling better. Definitely am out of the horrible funk that I was in a week ago... when I got falling down (literally!) drunk.
Now I notice how there aren't enough hours in the day to do all the things I need and want to do! And that's something that should be said for those of you thinking: what the heck will I do if I don't drink? OK, maybe the first day or so, you'll feel at loose ends, like the day will never end...
BUT that changes! I certainly hope I understand these positives... I'm feeling inspired and strong - yet weak & wobbly at the same time!
It's SO easy to fall back into the pattern of drinking. I have to keep telling myself that - no matter how "strong" I feel... "just one" doesn't seem to be an option for me. Not now. It scares me, I admit, to think "not ever"!!!??
Best to take it ODAT!
And I hope all of you have a great Sunday! :l
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