Good morning
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Quick check in before taking off for the day with my wonderful sons. It feels absolutely amazing to wake up and get ready for the day and be present. I am off work this week and I would more likely than not be waking up with a fuzzy head, anxiety and all over feeling like crap. Not this week, I changed my thinking, I am not depriving myself, I am loving myself.
A couple of friends thought I was drinking - ie NA drinks - when I said I'm not drinking AL it's NA I got the initial, why?? and I was honest and said I can't handle the awful anxiety anymore. That's all I got into, I didn't want to elaborate too much as they do know how bad I have been these past years.
Anyway, my one dear friend afterwards said that she didn't mean to ask why and is very supportive. YAY, one hurdle down. We went out, I was drinking water and would usually been the drunkest one, but really did not that AL doesn't affect them like me. Anyway, we had a blast and I feel great today. I am more fun sober as I don't start getting all drunk eyed and stupid talking. I did not feel one iota tempted or "different" I was relaxed and enjoying my friends company.
WOOHOO, I really, truly think this is it.
Ya, Litre I just read about to have booze in our stores, I dont' think it is necessary.
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