I think G my biggest fear was losing al forever but now that i have time up i know forever is just fine by me. We are like toddlers having to give up something that we really dont want to give up especially without a fight, i know i was this way. Try and tell me i had to give up al forever and i would tell you to go feck yourself. Giving up has to come from within ourselves, acceptance plays a major issue of this is how it has to be, and this is our life now and its a fecking great life without al. Day by day, minute by minute, hour by hour and our life iimproves.
Lil i am glad you are doing well and congratulations on 4 months also. An inspiration for those starting out as our Dutch is also.
Lunch time for me. Have to get a small coffee for Robert and spend a lovely lunch hour with him.
Take care all
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