Edit: Shout out for Gambler! Day 13 is around the corner!!! You are doing great!
Ok..I think I got this right.. so a question if I may ... Would "confidence" then be considered a sort of sibling or relative to complacency ? Based on my own definition.. Complacency ( Def: a feeling of smug or uncritical satisfaction with oneself or one's achievements.) is a relaxed state of security and Confidence ( Def: a feeling or belief that you can do something well or succeed at something) would be akin to a stronger form of security. Should we be using something like "vigilantly aware" being a better state of mind to start manifesting then..and trashing the complacency and confidence forms out with the AL bath water ?
Thank you on the day 13 :h I guess by the time this weekend is over Ill be a teenager !! :yay:
Hey Halo.. what gives man ? I mean all week long when things are easier..peeps are hang out..you know.. snackin on worms and chattin .. then as soon as the Big Bad weekend comes..Poof ! Everybody leaves .. Gonna have to wrap my head around that one for sure ! :H
Dottie Belle;1558896 wrote: Had a great day trip...ate way too much and brought home some goodies....
For whatever or no reason I wanted wine so bad tonight....but I did not stop on the way home....20 days and I dont want to start over..so here I am.....so glad u all are here...
dottie
*sneaks in and quietly rummeges through the goodie bag* Oh crap ! Busted ! Oh hey there lovely Belle :-) .. um.. I just Love your southern accent..turns me to butter...
Seriously Good Catch on yourself .. May I ask how 20 days is different for you than it was at 10 ? Kinda wondering how the road lies ahead from here. ( I know its not going to be the same for me .. but.)
Day 10: It was a good day all in all. Emotions and feelings are balancing out nicely. I still have a sense of "urgency" but I think that might be healthy. I hope the uber-energy comes back Sunday ( I need to clean out the shed..Oy Vey ! ). Focus Is much better but not in control. I hate what I have become..A Neat Freak ! ;-) I cant wait to get out of the house now..Im ready to be Done with the seclusion deal.
So this weekend..for the first time Im going to Plan something. Im going to be with the boys All day Sat. so Im gonna have to find something to do. I think Im going to buy and build a rocket with them. I had found my old launch pad from days past and they are very exited to build one. Ill wait and see I guess. And then of course the shed thing.
Oh.. and a special special gift for the first one that can find a particular something different about me tomorrow .. sorry no hints :-) ( Ill have to think of a gift actually lol .. )
Love you guys.. take it easy and stay safe from all the freaking Drunks out there this AF weekend...:thumbs:
Dave
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