Thanks Lav, end everyone else for a lovely welcome back :h
Plan is - get a life, pick myself up, stop feeling sorry for myself, be grateful I have so many oportunities, where so many don't have any. It's not going to be easy, but really up for it. Planning lots of diversions, but feel and look so dreadful, so guilty at what everyone has had to put up with in my family, that I am so looking forward to rebuilding my life. I finally got down to that rock bottom, and never going here again. I finally see there's nothing remotely fun, interesting, exciting - about being a drunk. It's a lonely, devastating experience. I'm over it.
Day 1 of the rest of my life, I don't feel scared anymore, drinking like this for ever scares me more.
Have a good night, will check back tomorrow xx
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