Mein,
Well I can sure identify with that one. There at the end, we were always fighting, and usually because I was drinking. I kept promising to control it, but I kept breaking those promises. This goes totally against the grain, too. I keep my word on things....I am the most dependable person I know, and yet when it came to AL, I could not do it. Keep your sobriety going and you will be pleasantly surprised at what else falls into place. I was on all kinds of meds and anti depressants and BP pills and was about to ask for the one to boost the AD! As it turned out, AL was to blame for all. Give yourself some time to heal, like Jane said in her acceptance speech, the first few weeks are not the best, but the rewards are priceless. You must give it time. In the interim, try and do things YOU enjoy! When we sit around and mope about what we can't have, it just makes it worse! Set yourself on a task....do something nice for someone else! It is amazing what this will do for your spirits. Everyone has her own gifts, see if you can share yours!! Can you read stories to little kids or old folks who can't see? Take your dog to visit shut ins? Write letters to people you haven't seen in years? Organize your photos or make copies and send them to the folks in it and let them know you are thinking of them? Get on a task, it will help! I hope you feel better soon!
Jane, what the hello was that creature???
XXOO, Byrdie
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