Hope all my peeps are doing Great this fine Sunday morning.
I officially passed my two week mark yesterday. I mentioned that I "may" drink some today IF I really feel like it. Right now, I don't. But, if I do, it won't be much (that will be sort of a test).
AND, most importantly, if I do... I will Not get back to the routine... I know this is playing with fire. I would say it's 80% chance that I Won't. We'll see.
To be honest, I have felt better (especially this last week) than I have in probably many months. Where some of this may be due to somewhat better circumstances, I have to admit that, JUST possibly!, Most of it is due to me not drinking!! At times, fairly often, I have even felt Euphoric!! Without booze?? How is that Possible????
But it is. And I have to keep that firmly in mind. Life can not only be good without drinking, but it can be a lot BETTER. Happier!
This is a great revelation for me. Despite the fact that I've heard so many say the same thing... I guess I still needed to experience it for myself! However, I Still love to hear it from others - reinforcement!!
(Sorry for long post... I'm a fast typist, and before I know it, I've written a book! LOL!)
Have a great day, my peeps.
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