today has been a tuff day for me, i'm going af and this is my 3rd time trying.
today is Day 2.
Its so damn difficult but i do want to quit drinking as drinking has affected me badly just recently with doing self harm to myself after having 6 beers and a long history of myself binge drinking which has got me into serious trouble with good friends of mine over the last 5 years.
I just want the pain of my past to go away, and now i do believe it will if i can stop drinking all together.
To be honest i get bad after effects from just having 1 or 2 alcoholic drinks, due to the come down off it, i just feel like having more but i know its not a good thing to do but my mind hates me for moderate drinking as i just want more and more.
honestly alcohol is a big pain, one solution is for myself to quit drinking.
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