Hi. I have been reading blogs on this webiste for the last 4 hours and I am inspired to change my bad drinking habits. For the first time ever I feel comfortable in saying I have a problem and I need to do something now before it gets further out of control.
My problem is binge drinking. I can go days without having a drink but find if I do go out with friends I will be drunkest person there and almost every time have memory loss. I went out on Friday night with just a few friends and what should have been a very pleasant evening.......but I don't remember it. I do recall getting home and falling on my kitchen floor and ended up with bruising to my shoulders, head, leg etc. I was unable to get out of bed due to my massive hangover.
I am so worried at the moment, not only because I have no idea of what I did while I was in public, but I have reached a point where I am passing out which obvioulsy is not a good situation to be in.
I would like to be one of those people who can happily go out and have 1 or 2 drinks, but I have no brakes and just keep on drinking.
This is day 1 for me and I have poured all my alochol down the sink. I feel so ashamed of my behaviour and disappointed in myself.
I hope the support and information here on MWO can help me.
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