Ok, so I'm in my "February = Moderating phase" - (BTW I'm only doing this so I can fail & know for certain that I have to be AF, one of my rules was no drinking on a school (work) night, well I have just finished a bottle of bubbly, after thinking I could just just have one or two glasses, I have committed to February as Mod, but will pull out if it becomes to difficult & obstructive to my recovery, my objective here is to be completly honest about my progress, I had done 60 day's before I decided to Mod, so I know I can be AF if I need to be, I just need to know if thats what I need to be, I hope that makes sense, I need to get the idea 'that I could possibly moderate" out of my system as soon as possible, which is why I am doing this , I know its sounds like an excuse to drink, but I need the certainty of knowing I have to be completly AF, in order to move forward.
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