i'm so sorry for being a moaner but i dont know what else to do.. i'm reading everyones positive threads and i cant help but not feel positive, i feel so sad. ive been drunk the last two nights, its all gone wrong, i hate the way i look, i hate the way i feel, i just want to cry. nobody knows how bad i feel so i just need to let it out here a bit. i'm going out in a while to see a friend, i should be lloking forward to it, i'm going out for dinner with my boyfriend tonight, i should be looking forward to that too, but i'm not. i just want to stay in bed with the curtains closed, i dont want to leave my house.. i think i'm just having a bad day. i will make myself leave the house and hopefully will feel better.
god i am so grateful for the opportunity to be able to let it out here. otherwise i think i'd crack up. thankyou xx
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