I?m a 30 year old happily married mom of 1. I have a problem with addiction and I want help and control over my life. I haven?t had a drink in 36 hours and I can?t stop thinking about it. It is really hard not to pull out the rum and just start over.
I?m doing this for my daughter. On Wednesday I told myself that this will be the last time I spend the day in bed hung-over and let my daughter watch TV. I?m embarrassed by what I have become and I?m not ready to talk about it with any of my family or friends yet. I just want it to go away.
I have been apart of a forum/board when I was pregnant and found it very rewarding and made a lot of great friends. I?m hoping to find the support here I need to succeed against this addition.
Jamie
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