In a certain way, I guess I've been strong. But I am someone who has a hard time letting myself express feelings - yet, when I drink, the feelings come out.
And I wonder if it could be therapeutic??
I keep my emotions bottled up. (When sober!) But they come flooding out when I've had a few (or more!).
It may be that it's like a cheap shrink. Am I trying to justify? Perhaps.
Although I've gone without drinking for Weeks - and I DIDN'T die!!
I guess I just need to see (again) why NOT drinking is good! Why I am even questioning it is beyond me...
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